Sunday, August 30, 2009

The 3rd of September

The 3rd of September is almost here. On this day I have the sonogram done and I will get to see the baby. We will get to see if everything is alright in there. I am excited and very nervous all wrapped up in one.

Please God let everything be alright in there!!!

Baby Dust to all!!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Appointment Change!!

I talked to Doc. H and he wants to see me before the 14th. So we rescheduled my appointment for September the 3rd at 10:30 a.m. I am so glad to get in sooner to see him. I can not help but be worried and I am trying not to be. Easier said than done right?? I want to be happy and oblivious to the problems that can happen. I want to be one of those people that can find out they are pregnant and not say "God please let this be the one." I want to want to tell the world but I can not. I want to be one of those people that can start working on the baby's room as soon as they find out they are expecting. I want to be able to look at baby outfits without bursting into tears and saying to my self "Please let everything be alright with my baby." This may sound crazy to some of my readers but, I know most of you know what I am feeling and understand. I just want to know everything is all right and going to stay that way. I do not want to have to worry. But that is something I do not have the privilege of anymore. I do not care if I puke for the entire pregnancy. I do not care if I feel tired (which I do very much so) and I do not care what pregnancy symptoms I have. It is all worth it in the end. Now I just need to get there. I do know it helps to write about my worries and makes me a little less stressed. That is a wonderful thing. Today I celebrate being pregnant, my wonderful parents, my beautiful son, my awesome husband, and everything in life God has granted me.

Baby Dust to ALL!!!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Going Crazy!!

I am going crazy!! Doc. H's nurse told me he was going to want to see me at 6 weeks but she scheduled my first pregnancy appointment for the 14th of September and I will be 8 weeks along. With all my problems in the past I am freaking out that my first sonogram is that far out. I am going to be calling the office back today to try to get in earlier. Cas if I do not I am going to go completely MAD!!!

I am so nervous and scared. I am praying constantly that everything is OK. I need to know everything is fine. I need to know as soon as I can what is going on in there. I need to know my baby is doing well. I just need right now. After all the miscarriages and TTC for such a long time I am just so scared. I also find myself crying more over my baby angels.

Boober does not know yet but I think he is getting a clue. He told me the other day "Mommy there is a Baby in your tummy and it is growing and doing great. Mommy it is perfect." I almost busted into tears. How does he know? I have been so careful not to tell him. I do not want him to go through that again. Hell I do not want to go through that again. God is watching over me and I know he hears my cries.

Baby Dust to ALL!!!

Friday, August 21, 2009

HCG Update

Well ladies the results of my HCG test are in ................................... My level was 53 on Tuesday and on Thursday the levels went UP to 180!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am scheduled for an ultra sound on September 14th.

Doc H had the lab check my thyroid and my levels came back high in the T something. So this means I am hypothyroidism and I have an under active thyroid. So now I have a thyroid disorder to add to my other disorders. He called in a script for Levothyroxin and I will be taking that every day as well as all my other pills. We will be re checking my thyroid levels in 6 to 8 weeks. I will talk to Doc H on the 14th about re testing my levels sooner. I am taking 90 mg of progesterone every morning and will continue this through my 1st trimester.

My EDD is April 24th. Today I am 4 weeks 6 days pregnant.

Pray for my little miracle and me please :)
Sticky thoughts!!

Baby Dust to all!!!!!!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Checking HCG Levels again

I went to check my HCG levels today and I will find out the results tomorrow. On Tuesday I went in and had the HCG levels checked and they were 50. So I need them to come back at least 100. I am so nervous!!!

When I got to the lab this morning I was the first one there. I was thinking this is GREAT. I will be out of here in no time. Not the case. That is what I get for thinking!! Well the lab lost my blood work order that the Doctor sent over. I was like "How do you lose someones blood work order? It was just sent yesterday at 11:00 am." She told me the fax machine must have glitched and they would not do the blood work without the order. So I got on the phone and called my Doctor. He called me right back and asked to speak to the lab technician. I handed her my phone and she told my Doctor "I am sorry but I can not take the blood work order over the phone you have to re fax it." Then she handed me back the phone. My Doctor was so upset with them. He apologised to me and I told him it was OK. About 2 hours later I got a call from the Doctor's office and they re faxed the blood work order and called the lab to make sure they had it. She asked me to go back to the lab and get the blood drawn. So back to the lab I went and thank God they had the paper work this time. So I had the blood draw and headed for home to start our home schooling session with Boober for the day.

I am so tired. It feels like all the energy has been drained out of me. LOL I have had morning sickness for the last week and I have tossed my cookies once already. Which is all wonderful and I am not complaining one little bit. LOL I got my progesterone and I am taking that every morning.

Sticky Baby Sticky Baby!!!! (I have been saying that over and over in my head.)

Baby Dust to ALL!!!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

The BIG Update!!!!!


I can not believe it my self but I am. My HCG came back 50 and we are rechecking in the morning and I am praying it is 100 then. I got my progesterone today and took my first dose. I am scared and happy all at once.

Please God let this be the one!!! Hold on little bean and GROW baby GROW!!!!

Baby Dust to all!!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Baby Ava Update

I want to thank everyone for their prayers. Baby Ava is home with her mom and dad and she is doing great. :)

Baby Dust to ALL!!!!