Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Appointment Change!!

I talked to Doc. H and he wants to see me before the 14th. So we rescheduled my appointment for September the 3rd at 10:30 a.m. I am so glad to get in sooner to see him. I can not help but be worried and I am trying not to be. Easier said than done right?? I want to be happy and oblivious to the problems that can happen. I want to be one of those people that can find out they are pregnant and not say "God please let this be the one." I want to want to tell the world but I can not. I want to be one of those people that can start working on the baby's room as soon as they find out they are expecting. I want to be able to look at baby outfits without bursting into tears and saying to my self "Please let everything be alright with my baby." This may sound crazy to some of my readers but, I know most of you know what I am feeling and understand. I just want to know everything is all right and going to stay that way. I do not want to have to worry. But that is something I do not have the privilege of anymore. I do not care if I puke for the entire pregnancy. I do not care if I feel tired (which I do very much so) and I do not care what pregnancy symptoms I have. It is all worth it in the end. Now I just need to get there. I do know it helps to write about my worries and makes me a little less stressed. That is a wonderful thing. Today I celebrate being pregnant, my wonderful parents, my beautiful son, my awesome husband, and everything in life God has granted me.

Baby Dust to ALL!!!

6 comments:

Amy said...

Hi Jennifer,

It is Amy from the BB site I wanted to come by and say Hello. Thanks for your kind words. Have a great day.

Mrz. Hannah Myhre said...

Hi there, SORRY I've been MIA for a while once again.lol

HUGE CONGRATS TOO YOU!!!!

I didn't even know until just now that your are Pregnant. I'm so happy for you!!! Praying for you and your little miracle:)

HUGs,
Hannah

Yaya said...

Congratulations!

(((Hugs)))

Debbie said...

I hope you find out everything is perfectly fine! I remember that anxiety oh so well.
Dropped by from SITS.

twondra said...

Of course you can have the password. :) Can you e-mail me at tammywondra@yahoo.com? Then I definitely will!!

Jayne said...

I'll be praying for you. I've never heard of secondary infertility and this is my first stop on your blog. But if it means what I think it means, I had three miscarriages between my 2 children and after finding out the problem it's a miracle either one is here. I still remember the day my mom told me, gently, that I may not be able to have another baby. It hurt.

:::visiting from SITS:::