Friday, September 25, 2009

Bad News VERY Bad News!!!

I had my doctors appointment today and my OB did our weekly ultrasound. My little Pea does not have a heart beat any longer. :( I was sent to a high risk clinic for another scan and to confirm there was no heart beat. Unfortunately it was then confirmed. My little Pea passed away at 8 weeks and 2 days according to the scans. My worst fears have come true again. This makes my 4th miscarriage. My heart is broken and I am not in a good state right now. I will post pictures of my little Pea later I just can not bring myself to do that at this time. My doctor wants me to call on Monday to schedule a D&C.

Please pray for my family during our time of grieving.

Baby Dust to ALL!!

24 comments:

Mommy to a miracle said...

Oh my gosh! That is horrible!! I am so sorry!
I can totally feel your pain. I am praying for you!

Stacie said...

Noooooooo! Oh, Jennifer! I am just so sorry for this! Ugh. I am heart broken for you. Life can be so cruel sometimes!

I am sending love, strength, and prayers your way. Much love to you today and always, my dear.

Jen said...

Oh Jennifer I am so sorry! When I read the title of this post my heart just sank! You and your family are in my prayers!

HUGS!!!!!!

Renee said...

Oh Jennifer.

hugs, hugs, and more hugs.

you know where to find me if you want to chat. bitch, or cry.

Dawn said...

Jennifer I can't even being to tell you how sorry I am. I cried for a good 20 minutes after reading this post. It must be so hard to put things in prospective right now and understand why this has happened again. You and your family on in my prayers.

Nicole and Chris said...

OMG!! I am soooooo sorry. I'm not sure what to even say. Just know you are in my thoughts and I hope this grieving process isn't too hard on you and your family and that the dr's can have some answers for you when all is done.
Again I am so sorry. :*(

Mary said...

Oh,Jennifer. I can't say I'm sorry enough. I can't believe this happened. I wish I could change this for you.

twondra said...

Noooo! I'm soooo very sorry sweetie!!! You're definitely in my thoughts and prayers. (((HUGS)))

Shelly said...

You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am relatively new to your posts and still very saddened by the news. I did scan back through them to see what meds you were on. Please forgive me if I missed this one, but I noticed you also have MTHFR. My daughter has had 3 miscarriages and recently put on lovenox blood thinner shots for MTHFR. So far she is 13 weeeks....yes we pray daily and hope this is the missing link in a successful pregnancy. Once again, sorry if I missed this portion in your medication regime but wanted to make sure you had this valuable piece of information to help you in the future!
Shelly

cheryllookingforward said...

I'm so sorry Jennifer. I wish this wasn't happening. I'm so sorry. I will continue to think of you and keep you in my prayers.

Michele said...

from LFCA... sending hugs....

Kate said...

Oh man... this is horrible. I'm so so so so sorry. I am thinking of you. *hugs*

LFCA

C. said...

I am so sorry. I am saying many bad words and shaking my fist at the world and entire universe for you. And I am sending you warmth and solace at this terrible time.

NoodleGirl said...

Here from LFCA, I'm so sorry. I went through the same 2 weeks ago and it was heartbreaking. It wasn't my first either, and it's just not fair. I'll be sending you and your family tons of P&PTs.

wifey said...

I am so sorry. I have no words except to say that I'm wishing you peace and strength for the days ahead.

Janae said...

I found your blog through Nicole. I just started reading about your journey today. I am so so so sorry for your loss. Please know, you are in my thoughts and prayers!

nh said...

here from LFCA
I'm sorry. Sending you hugs and praying for peace for you and your family.

nancy said...

I'm coming over from L&FC. I am so very sorry for your loss. My heart is with you and your family. I'm sorry.

The Unproductive One said...

I'm so very sorry. I too have had 4 miscarriages and a suspected 5th extremely recently, the pain doesn't get any less and they are not easier to deal with.

Big hugs and I hope your dream of becoming a Mum is fulfilled one day, I truly do.
xx

Melis.sa said...

I am so, so sorry. Sending you warm thoughts and hugs.

LFCA

Rachel said...

I am so, so sorry for your loss.

theclam said...

I'm so sorry for your loss Jennifer.

(LFCA)

Valerie said...

I am so sorry to learn of your most recent loss.

Unfortunately, I too have walked in your shoes and so my heart aches for you.

I know there are no words that can comfort you at this time, but I am saying a prayer for you.

Valerie

Michelle said...

I'm sorry. My prayers are with you that you're able to heal quickly. I hope it gets easier for you soon.