Sunday, November 29, 2009

Thoughts and Feelings

I am sorry I have not posted. I have been in such a funk since the miscarriage. I can not seem to get out of this state of depression. I am just so mad and sad at the same time. I keep asking myself why me. It is questions that can not be answered. With all the problems that I have (MTHFR, PCOS, endometriosis, thyroid) and no one wanting to really fix them. All I get is lets try again. My mind is telling me something more is wrong and I can not even get the doctors to check my sugars. I am going to call on Monday and demand a diabetes test be done. My Mom is a nurse and I have told her what is going on with all symptoms and she tells me I am diabetic. I have a history of diabetes in my family I am shocked no one is willing to check my sugars.

I do feel I am not able to get out of this funk due to not posting. So I am going to be posting more and more. I feel this will help me to weed out my feelings and get them out. I have a bad habit of holding everything in until I pop and that I need to correct. I have to stop doing that. I am just making it worse if you know what I mean. Well that is all for tonight. I will post what I find out when I call the Doctor on Monday.

Baby Dust to ALL!!!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

A day with hubby and son!

Today was a good day. We slept in till 12 and then loaded the car with model rockets. We then went way out in the desert and played with the rockets for most of the day. Super fun!! Boober and Hubby had a BLAST!!! We all hopped in the car and headed for the North Side. I wanted to go to the bead specialty store to pick up some stuff I needed. We got there and low and behold they had a ring mandrel!!! I am so super excited. I have been looking all over for one and now I have one. I will be making rings for my IVF fund site. I am having so much fun with the new tool. Can not wait to post the new rings on the site. Keep an eye out for them. I made a new button for the IVF fund site. If you would like to put the button on your blog the grab the code link is located on the left hand side of my blog and I thank you in advance for everyone who posts the button. All in all it was a super fun day! :)

Baby Dust to ALL and Sticky Dust as well!! (I know I could use lots of both.)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

The joys of H1N1

Well the last 2 weeks have been fun.... NOT >>>> LOL
Boober got the H1N1 virus and I had to take him to the doctor to get meds. He is feeling much better now but I have had a migraine for the last 3 days. YUCK. I was spraying Lysol like crazy all week. Thank God he is feeling better now tho.

I added more jewelry today to the fund raising blog: Jewelry for Hope lots of new items to choose from. There are some great Christmas ideas there :)

Baby Dust to ALL!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Jewelry for Hope

I have created a new blog called Jewelry for Hope. This blog is for selling my beaded jewelry to raise money for the infertility treatments that I will be incurring. I am hopeful that I will be able to raise enough money for at least one round of IVF. Check out my new blog and let me know what you all think. Thank you for your support in my time of loss as well. I miss my little pea very much.

Baby Dust to ALL!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

An example of my craft.

I am posting some pictures of some of the jewelry that I made. Let me know if it is something that I can sell and if I should start making items to sell for my infertility treatment. Please be honest and tell me exactly what you think.




I am not sure why some of the pictures turned to the side, but here are some of the items I have made.

Baby Dust to ALL!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Any Suggestions????

Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can raise money for infertility treatments? I make beaded jewelry and was thinking about selling necklaces and bracelets. Is that a good idea? Just one round of IVF will cost $9000.00. In January my RE wants to start me on Clomid to increase the chances of ovulation. Due to my PCOS I do not ovulate regularly. Any suggestions would really help.

Thank you all!

Baby Dust to ALL!!