Friday, September 25, 2009

Bad News VERY Bad News!!!

I had my doctors appointment today and my OB did our weekly ultrasound. My little Pea does not have a heart beat any longer. :( I was sent to a high risk clinic for another scan and to confirm there was no heart beat. Unfortunately it was then confirmed. My little Pea passed away at 8 weeks and 2 days according to the scans. My worst fears have come true again. This makes my 4th miscarriage. My heart is broken and I am not in a good state right now. I will post pictures of my little Pea later I just can not bring myself to do that at this time. My doctor wants me to call on Monday to schedule a D&C.

Please pray for my family during our time of grieving.

Baby Dust to ALL!!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Waiting for Friday

Will Friday ever come???

I know it will. But the wait is killing me. I pray all the time for all my blogger friends and my little pea. I know what ever happens is God's will. I know this pregnancy is in his hands now and I should not worry. I am doing everything I can to make this pregnancy last. I am taking all my meds and doing all my blood work as soon as it is due. I am having my thyroid checked and re-checked like I am suppose to as well. I am going to all my doctor's appointments. So what is there left for me to do. Stop worrying that is what!! LOL Easier said than done right?? I am giving my worries to God. He will take care of us. I trust in him and know he is an AWESOME God and he will take care of me and my little pea!

I purchased a Fetal Heart Doppler. I will be posting pictures of the Doppler and a complete review as soon as it comes in. I will be testing the Doppler and posting the results. I will also post a complete review of all the features of the Doppler, the company I purchased the Doppler from and the shipping. Keep a look out for this post. I should be receiving my Doppler any day now.

Please keep my little pea in your prayers!!

Baby Dust to ALL!!!

Friday, September 18, 2009

8 Week UltraSound

I had our 8 week ultrasound yesterday and everything went GREAT!! We are having another ultra sound done on the 25th. The baby is measuring 15.6 mm and the little heart is beating strong. We even saw the baby move on the ultrasound. It was AWESOME!!!! God is an AWESOME God!!

Thank you for all the prayers. They have really helped. Please keep them coming.

Baby Dust To ALL!!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Another scan on the 17th

I am going in to the doctor on the 17th for another ultrasound. I am very nervous about this scan. I will be 8 weeks 1 days. This is very close to when I lost my second baby. I am feeling like I should. I have felt sick all day which is a great thing. I am praying all the time that everything is fine. I wish I did not worry so much. I wish I could be happy and not have that what if in the back of my mind. I will be so glad when I get out of the first trimester. I will have such a weight lifted off my shoulders then. I will post an update tomorrow with all the details about my Doctor's visit.

Please pray for my little bean.

Baby Dust to ALL!!!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

4 more days untill my next scan!!

It seems like this week has been going by so slow. It feels like the 17th is never going to get here. I have been so tired but that is a good thing. :) I felt like I was going to toss my cookies all day today. But that is a great thing as well. So far everything has been fine and I am feeling the way I should. I am just so nervous and excited. Boober keeps asking when I am going back to the doctor so he can see his baby sister again. We do not even know if it is a boy or a girl yet. LOL

Thank you so much to everyone that is praying for us. I can feel your warm thoughts and prayers. Please keep us in your prayers.

Baby Dust to ALL!!!!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Baby Update!!!

Had my doctor's appointment today and everything went GREAT!!! The baby is measuring 7 wks 0 days. Right on track from last weeks scan. I am going back in on the 17th for another scan. We are not out of the woods yet but right now I am praising the Lord that everything is going good. :) The baby is now 9.4 mm!!! The heart beat is nice and strong.

Please keep those prayers coming they are really helping!!

Baby Dust To ALL!!!

Friday, September 4, 2009

Not out of the woods yet!!

I had my sonogram done yesterday. I got there early but Doc H got me in right away. We started the sonogram and saw the sac on the screen 1st thing. We could not see the fetal pole. He measured the sac and it is 18 mm. Then the search was on from there. It felt like an eternity. I kept saying to myself "Everything is going to be fine. The baby is there. Please just find it." Then I had to remind myself to breath. That is when we found the fetal pole and the little beating heart. The sac is measuring 6 wks 2 days and the fetal pole is measuring 6 wks 0 days and is 4mm CRL. This may be due to my screwed up cycles. I go from 33 to 35 days in a cycle not the normal 28. The heart rate is 117 BPM. Right now my chances of miscarriage are 35 to 40%. On the 9th of September we are doing another sonogram at Dr. H's wife's office (yes my RE's wife is my OB LOL). Then if she can not get me in for another sonogram 1 week after that Doc H wants to do the Sono at his office. If everything goes fine for the next 2 weeks my chances of miscarriage will drop down to 7%!! So I am still worried. God is watching over us. I can feel it!

We can use all the prayers we can get right now!!!

Baby Dust to ALL!!